Renewal

Mom is gradually becoming weaker physically and appears to be more peaceful and accepting of her approaching departure time. Her beliefs are drastically different from mine. It appears she has been struggling with what she believes for the past few months. It seems she is concerned about where she is going "heaven or hell". As I listen to her fearfulness I am grateful I no longer believe as she does. She wants to start going through all her belongings and deciding who to give them to and what to discard. This is a fabulous way for her to be in charge of her dying process and it will be greatly beneficial for me to be busy and have less decisions to make after she leaves this life. I am so greatly blessed. Today is the beginning of the letting go and renewal process. Just Be!

I am

I am being. I am learning. I am daily believing in the wonder of the universe. I am. I am joyous. I am sad. I am clear. I am confused. I am ambitious. I am immobile. I am plentiful. I am abundant. I am frustrated and ready to burst. I have so much power but it is at present locked away and stagnant. I know. I am. I am ready. Just Be.

what time is it?

I don't know. Life is feeling surreal right now. I am so... watching my mom "die" is strange. She is certainly a perplexing woman. Someday she will find peace, but apparently not in this world. I sincerely hope the next life she chooses is less challenging for her. I am grateful I chose her for my mom because she has taught me a lot. Maybe she is still here cause there is more for me to learn. Mostly I have learned what I don't want to do with my life. I choose happiness, joy, gratitude and blessings beyond measure. I believe in magical possibilities and creating...the sky's not the limit!! Blessings during the week ahead as you experience the life you have chosen and are continually creating moment by moment!! Make it fabulous!!