Monday, March 23, 2009

Renewal

Mom is gradually becoming weaker physically and appears to be more peaceful and accepting of her approaching departure time. Her beliefs are drastically different from mine. It appears she has been struggling with what she believes for the past few months. It seems she is concerned about where she is going "heaven or hell". As I listen to her fearfulness I am grateful I no longer believe as she does. She wants to start going through all her belongings and deciding who to give them to and what to discard. This is a fabulous way for her to be in charge of her dying process and it will be greatly beneficial for me to be busy and have less decisions to make after she leaves this life. I am so greatly blessed. Today is the beginning of the letting go and renewal process. Just Be!

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