Life or not...

I have been being a hermit for almost a week, not sure why or if I am even OK. Well, of course I am OK but this is a weird time in my life that I seem content to just sit and wait. Wait for my life to be my own and not someone else's. No it is mine, these are my choices that I make to help people in my life I love and that is an OK life to choose. What I am convincing myself of right now is that it is OK to JUST BE and not always be doing. Very challenging. I think our self worth is derived from what we accomplish and do and not just simply who and what we are...divine beings that are here on a wonderful journey, adventure called life. This is my golden opportunity to truly prove I believe what I say...JUST BE.

nothing to say

Well, i haven't had anything to say today apparently until now and I am still not sure I have anything to say other than I don't really have anything to say. I feel hermit like and I think I am ok with that. It has been raining so much that I don't know if the rain makes me want to stay in or if I already want to stay in and the rain is a good reason to stay in. There are errands I could go do but nothing terribly urgent and I have not been at all motivated to do or go anywhere. This will pass and once again I will join in the out and about of life, but for today I am in. I am in sweats, comfy and in...nothing to say...

WROUGHT WITH INDECISION

Are you? I have been for a while now...what do I do...where do I go...when will I be...How do I decide? Oh so many questions to be decided upon. JUST BE
Oh so many options for happiness, sadness, nessness. JUST BE
What will I do tomorrow, tonight, today, ever???? JUST BE
When will the madness stop or the delusion end??? JUST BE
Follow the yellow brick road!! Life is not a heavy load!! JUST BE

I accomplished the food gathering amid the rain, thunder and then for a little variety, Mother Nature pelted me with hail!! It was awe inspiring!! What an interesting phenomena!! If everything in nature truly has a purpose, and I believe so, then I wonder what the purpose of hail is!?! Maybe, it is for my amusement!! The bits of hail were sorta cone shaped, not even fully developed balls... like they fell to earth before they had time to completely form!! Some were on my coat and I examined them until they melted of course. Now, the sun is shining. Nature is feeling fickle today. That's OK, we all have our periods of indecision!! She must be trying lots of different skills and powers just now, having a bit of magical fun!! Slow down, you move to fast...gotta make the moment last!!

I did it!! It is a rainy day... I love the sound of the rain, washing everything away. It feels so peaceful and soothing. I am very grateful I don't have to join the thousands of commuters driving in it to scamper to work. I am sitting with a cup of coffee, thinking about what I will do today. I have a grocery list that once purchased will enable me to create some yummy soups. Perfect fare for a rainy, cold day. Comfort. I am grateful for all the blessings in my life and especially for another day to enjoy. Find something to be grateful for everyday!! Tell the universe thank you for all she provides and reach for the stars. Love and blessings be with you as you travel through your day.