Life or not...

I have been being a hermit for almost a week, not sure why or if I am even OK. Well, of course I am OK but this is a weird time in my life that I seem content to just sit and wait. Wait for my life to be my own and not someone else's. No it is mine, these are my choices that I make to help people in my life I love and that is an OK life to choose. What I am convincing myself of right now is that it is OK to JUST BE and not always be doing. Very challenging. I think our self worth is derived from what we accomplish and do and not just simply who and what we are...divine beings that are here on a wonderful journey, adventure called life. This is my golden opportunity to truly prove I believe what I say...JUST BE.